Originally posted on Fit Girl Nikki, LLC:
I’ve been working on something for a few months now and it’s finally ready for the world! Have you ever wanted something so much that when you could not find it in stores you decide to make it yourself? Well that’s exactly what happened with me.
Personally, I have found some cute, motivational fitness/casual apparel however many have words/sayings I…
I’m no longer finding pictures of other women / competitors motivating. It’s become not only discouraging but unhealthy for me.
I need to stop comparing myself to other women. I need to stop focusing on the negatives.
I need to be stronger than this. I need to be stronger than yesterday.
I just want to feel pretty, and be HEALTHY.
I wonder where I went wrong.
Well there’s my starting point- I took my own progress pic this morning and weighed myself (I have a range because my scale only goes by 0.5 pounds and it kept telling me those two weights).
In case you’re nosey enough 💁. I touch on my upcoming venture with @hardcorefitnesssd ‘s #60DayChallenge. Follow my journey 😜. Link in bio!
For those of you who know me, or my story, know that I have suffered depression, anxiety, and multiple eating disorders. I have even survived the various medications that go along with said maladies.. such as prozac, their “one pill fits all” solution to my problems.
I have also gone through 2 bikini preps and competitions. Unbeknownst to me, however, bikini prep was not the solution to my…
The start of my third and final week of (work) training, yet, as of today I am officially an Admissions Counselor. Just trying to spend my days, appreciating all my blessings and opportunities, instead of complaining and playing the victim.
Nobody Cares, Work Harder.
The other quote I’m going to live by.
Spent this past Saturday at the Muscle Contest Pacific USA show and it was just so excited.…
“Do it with all your HEART, or not at all.”
Frankly, training and prep (and by that I mean, prepping food and EATING food) have not been in my heart at all. Focus has been on work, and starting school. I just wasted a week and … well two weeks of prep that could’ve brought me 2 weeks of steps forward.
12 weeks (minus 3 or so days) out from November 1.
4-5 days out from the SariFitness booth >.<
So many new opportunities have been opening themselves to me. Gotta visualize it to materialize it- and then you have to work for it. Take advantage of them, instead of taking them for granted.
@khoyer92 said “we’re doing squats today” so I asked… “On the smith machine right?” 😂😭 Haven’t don’t barbell squats since XFit 😆. #BabyWeight #CuteWeight
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As I sit here and try to reflect, I’ve had moments, but never really a chunk of time to get all my thoughts together – and I still don’t but I might as well try to put to paper the moments I do.
I was sent this text:”Truth be told, I’ve been right where you were after prejudging and it sucks. There’s no one to be mad at, there’s no one that out worked you, there’s no one that had an agenda to see…
My mom asked if I was done competing.. I think that competing is just an aspect of what it is I’m trying to accomplish.. So a quick “hey!” text from 🙌 @tweedyj1 and a planned trip to visit @get_ampd and @nz_downtownsd tomorrow has me feelin 💪 about these next couple months. PS. Oversized tops have ALWAYS been &will always be my style. They just so👌. #BeforeAndAfter #Transformation #FlashBackFriday #IgnoreMyAtrociousHair
Been trying to surround myself with women who make me want to be a better woman- if anyone can help me surround myself with @chrissyteigen I’d give you my life savings and a blood sacrifice lmao